Life's Little Beats

Song that is playing on my iPod on repeat:

We Belong Together by Mariah Carey

(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)

I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so
I should've held on tight, I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing, I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself

I could not fathom I would ever be without your love 
Never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself 
'Cause I didn't know you, 'cause I didn't know me 
But I thought I knew everything 
I never felt 

The feeling that I'm feeling now that I don't hear your voice 
Or have your touch and kiss your lips 'cause I don't have a choice 
Oh, what I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side 
Right here, 'cause baby 
(We belong together) 

When you left I lost a part of me 
It's still so hard to believe 
Come back baby, please 
'Cause we belong together 

Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough 
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone 'till the sun comes up 
Who's gonna take your place, there ain't nobody better 
Oh, baby baby, we belong together 

I can't sleep at night when you are on my mind 
Bobby Womack's on the radio saying to me:
"If you think you're lonely now" 
Wait a minute this is too deep (too deep) 
I gotta change the station so I turn the dial 
Trying to catch a break and then I hear Babyface 
I only think of you and it's breaking my heart 
I'm trying to keep it together but I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain inflicted in this song ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life, baby 
(We belong together)

When you left I lost a part of me 
It's still so hard to believe 
Come back baby, please 
'Cause we belong together 

Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough 
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone 'til the sun comes up 
Who's gonna take your place there ain't nobody better 
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby!

When you left I lost a part of me 
It's still so hard to believe 
Come back baby, please 
'Cause we belong together 

Who I'm gonna lean on when times get rough 
Who's gonna talk to me 'til the sun comes up 
Who's gonna take your place there ain't nobody better 
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

The words in bold are those that represents what I'm feeling now. This song is about the girl made a mistake or something and he left her. Well that's not at all the case. Haha.

I miss his Ralph Lauren smell. Aaaaaaa.. I miss movie cuddles. I want movie cuddleeeesss... I want I waaaaant. I wanna watch Confessions of A Shopaholic. Looks cute. Heee.. Don't know if he'd want to. Or or that movie with The Rock. I forgot the title. Something to do with witch. Haha.

I'm off to bed. Wanna cuddle Mr Apple all night long :)

Toodles. I love you baby. Have lotsa fun and take care of yourself k? If you demam again, I'll personally smack your backside and put you on drips! Mwah.